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Post by Nymphadora Lupin (Tonks) on Dec 14, 2008 23:07:40 GMT
What have you done to me? You've made me happy, you stupid man!
**Feels tears rising in her eyes, the dread she felt that it could all be plucked away from her when Remus first tentatively agreed to giving their relationship a try was coming true**
What are you saying? Remus, our wedding was the happiest day of my life, how can you say that?!
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Post by Remus J Lupin on Dec 14, 2008 23:21:52 GMT
Happy?!
How can I make you happy? I make you an outcast, a laughing stock.
""look there goes the crazy lady who actually married a werewolf""
*he mocks his pain evident in every word*
And what do you think they will say about the baby Dora? It was one thing when it was just you, your an adult, you made your choice, as wrong as it was, it was yours to make. But this baby, our child, what choice does it have?
God what have I done... No Dora, it was wrong, all of it. But I love you so I told myself it was alright, that I could have a normal life, that I deserved it even!
*snorts*
Ha! What a joke
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Post by Nymphadora Lupin (Tonks) on Dec 14, 2008 23:25:12 GMT
Remus, you don't mean that... We've been good together, good for each other. I love you Remus, you know I do, and our baby needs the two of us...
**A small sob escapes her lips**
You do deserve a normal life, you're the best man I know...
**Her worst nightmares are coming true, Remus has changed his mind about their relationship**
Remmy...
**Her lower lip trembles, and she looks at the floor, not wanting to meet his eyes, not wanting to confirm what she already knows**
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Post by Remus J Lupin on Dec 14, 2008 23:28:29 GMT
*closes his eyes as tears escape them, he couldn't look at her, it hurt to much. He loved her more than anything in this world and for that reason, he had to do what was right for her and there baby*
I'M NOT NORMAL
*he bellows*
I'm a freak a monster...
*falls to the ground sobbing*
Oh god I'm sorry Dora, I'm so so sorry
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Post by Nymphadora Lupin (Tonks) on Dec 14, 2008 23:34:10 GMT
**Cringes away from him as he shouts at her, and feels the baby kick madly in her belly, making her gasp**
Remmy...
**Gets down on her knees and tries to hold him, to comfort him**
Remus... this isn't like you, love, that bloody vampire just got to you, that's all. That's it, isn't it? That's what vampires do. She filled your head with foolish notions, and you listened to her because you're a kind man, a good man, and you listen to people, you give them a chance!
It's because you're a good person, Remus. No matter how cruel people are to you, you're a good person, and that's why I love you. Don't let other people make you think you don't deserve happiness, please don't...
**Tears spill from her eyes**
You're not a monster, Remus.
**Whispers**
Please don't leave me...!
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Post by Remus J Lupin on Dec 14, 2008 23:41:56 GMT
*grabs her and holds her to him as tight as he can for a moment then pulls away from her, standing and moving away*
*whispers*
I love you so much Dora.... *barely audible* that's why I have to go
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Post by Nymphadora Lupin (Tonks) on Dec 14, 2008 23:48:06 GMT
**Felt relieved when he hugged her, but when he moves away she grows cold**
Don't leave me, Remmy, please... I can't do it without you... And what about the baby?
**Shakes her head and completely breaks down**
Don't this to me, Remus, please...
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Post by Remus J Lupin on Dec 14, 2008 23:55:35 GMT
*looks down at the only woman he would ever love and felt his heart breaking. He knew what he was doing was causing her more pain than he could bare to cause her. Which made himself hate himself even more. But in the long run he was convinced he was doing the best thing for her*
I'm sorry Dora, it's the only way, you will see.
*just wanted to grab her and comfort her, instead he kept his distance*
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Post by Nymphadora Lupin (Tonks) on Dec 15, 2008 0:05:10 GMT
**Tears pour down her face freely, and when the baby kicks again she gives a great sob**
Remus.
**Can't bring herself to say anything, she is too heartbroken**
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Post by Remus J Lupin on Dec 15, 2008 0:10:26 GMT
*looks at her again, tears flowing from his eyes. This was it, if he was going it had to be now, or he wouldn't have the strength to leave her*
I'm sorry, I will always love you
*stumbled his way out of the cells, feeling like he was punch drunk*
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Post by Nymphadora Lupin (Tonks) on Dec 15, 2008 0:15:40 GMT
**Tries to stop herself becoming completely hysterical, knowing that it's not good for the baby**
**Bites her lip, and tries to hold back the scream that's fighting its way out of her**
No...
NO!!
**Gets to her feet, unsteady and heartbroken, and calls out after him**
REMUS!!!
**Clutches at her stomach, feeling like she's going to be sick**
Oh my God...
**Staggers out of the cell and disapparates**
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