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Post by serpy on Mar 26, 2008 7:55:01 GMT
*wanders wearily into the postroom, having hardly slept*
Sebastian,
You are no longer my brother. It hurts me to say this, but you have brought it on upon yourself. One day you will wake up and realise who was the true friend, who was the one who really loved you. All I ever wanted was a little brother...to have a go at being part of a family. Maybe you're lucky enough to have all that for real, but I never have. Since I was younger than you, I have had no one to look out for me, to care about what happens to me. I watched my father torn to pieces by a werewolf, in front of my very eyes. Since then, my life has been hell....I have been used and abused wherever I go. Is it a crime to have wanted some normality?
But then what do you care? You made your feelings quite clear last night. I tried to warn you, now all I can do is sit back and watch him break you down like he did with me. Just remember, you will have no big sister to run to when you are hurt.
By choosing him, you have given up any right to be near me. You will never again feel my lips against yours, my arms around you, or my body against you. If you ever come back to the manor, I cannot be held responsible for what Kris might do. Lucius too will hear of this.
*is unable to write anymore for crying*
A.S.
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on Mar 26, 2008 11:18:24 GMT
Dearest Alexa,
Real families don't split apart when something happens that they don't agree with. Families are supposed to be constant. I can still be your friend/brother and I still care what happens to you! You think that Dante has brainwashed me to not care for you? No one can take away my feelings for you, not even a vampire.
I didn't choose him, you can't just choose someone. I attacked you because you were hurting him. I'm not going to watch you hurt someone I care for either.
If you truly cared for me you'd be happy for me. I haven't felt this alive since...well probably ever. I have never used or abused you, all I do is care...maybe too much!
I know all of this may take some getting used to, because before Dante was physically pulling me off of you, and now you're pulling me off of Dante (figuratively, of course).
Love always, Your Sebastian
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Post by serpy on Mar 26, 2008 11:38:24 GMT
Sebastian,
Because I was hurting him?! What about all the times he hurt me?? Besides, it's not like it actually physically hurt him is it? He doesn't feel pain. You hurt me! I had a headache ALL night because of your stupid curse...and I could only manage it three times with Kris because of it.
How can I be happy for you when I can see what he's going to do to you? It's like me pushing you off a cliff because you want the amazing feeling of flying for a short time, but I push you knowing you will smash to pieces at the bottom? How can I do that?!
Heartbroken, Alexa
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on Mar 26, 2008 23:35:26 GMT
Dear Alexa,
I realize he's very strong (it comes in handy sometimes)...it was the principle of the thing that made me raise my wand. I couldn't just watch you scream awful things and attempt to hurt him. I'm sure you and Kris managed with only three times, you poor thing.
Every situation is different, Alexa...you don't know whether I'm jumping off a cliff or whether I'm jumping into bliss itself. All you need to worry about is my happiness, and I am happy. One always has to take risks for happiness, and this is just another one of those times.
You can't always have everything go your way, dear sister. You'd love it if Dante roamed the earth, heartbroken and alone without you. You can't control it all, you just need to accept my decision. I'm a big boy. No, I'm technically a man and you must try to understand. For my sake. I've been completely honest with you so far and I don't want to lose you. There are few people that I confide in, and you're one of them.
Very sincerely, Your Sebastian
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Post by serpy on Mar 27, 2008 0:04:53 GMT
Brother,
I CAN have everything go my way...and I WILL! I have already been speaking to a friend of mine about bumping Dante off, so I suggest you don't get too hooked, because he may not be around much longer.
Your loving sister, Alexa
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on Mar 27, 2008 0:25:25 GMT
*folds up letter and groans*
*storms off, muttering curses*
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