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Post by Aurélie Benoit on May 21, 2008 15:58:51 GMT
*walks out onto the lawn, her head held high*
*breathes in the warm air, loving summer already*
*Is completely confident*
*Doesn't care if she sees Sebastian or not*
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on May 21, 2008 16:31:11 GMT
*waltzes outdoors, looking elegant, after drinking his Antidote with breakfast*
*sees Aurelie and feels anxiety build up in his chest*
*smiles insincerely and walks up behind her, his voice deep*
Aurelie...
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Post by Aurélie Benoit on May 21, 2008 16:53:09 GMT
*turns around and frowns*
Sebastian. What are you doing out here?
*thinks that perhaps it is best to get this over with sooner rather than later*
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on May 21, 2008 16:57:01 GMT
I took my Antidote, perhaps I wanted to feel the sun's rays?
*watches her frown carefully, thinking she seems very different*
You look like you want to yell at me or hit me. Go right ahead, I deserve it.
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Post by Aurélie Benoit on May 22, 2008 19:25:13 GMT
*looks at him and licks her lips, remembering just how delicious he tasted*
I'm sure that you do.
*takes in a deep breath*
I suppose that now is as good as any time to let you know that we are finished... we have been for quite some time. But, of course, that was your doing. You won't be seeing me after school lets out.
*thinks that perhaps one should show more emotion in these situations*
*decides she doesn't care*
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on May 22, 2008 19:28:59 GMT
*looks mostly surprised and a little angry*
What?!
*steps closer to her*
Why? I deserve to know.
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Post by Aurélie Benoit on May 23, 2008 4:54:19 GMT
*laughs bitterly*
Oh, Sebastian, darling, I'm sure that you know. Did you really think that I would just... let it slide? If so, you were sadly mistaken. But, you know, you could have just told me. That would have been the manly thing to do. Then again, are you a man?
*laughs*
*looks down THERE*
Perhaps not....
*turns to leave, laughing all the while*
*moves just so... knowing that he used to like to see her like that*
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on May 23, 2008 16:48:37 GMT
*watches her posture, feeling confused by her sudden strength*
Of course I'm a man, as you are WELL aware! Aurelie, I couldn't tell you...I thought it would crush you. I know a few months ago it would have, but I see that maybe you've grown a spine now. Wish I'd seen that sooner, then we wouldn't be in this mess.
*dark eyes narrow at her*
How did you find out?
*curses inwardly, thinking* If she knows, everyone must know...
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Post by Aurélie Benoit on May 24, 2008 5:33:07 GMT
*laughs*
How could I not know? Yes, I did know that you ... were a man. But, your... needs have changed a bit, haven't they? Did you think that I wouldn't notice that you didn't desire me anymore? Did you think that I wouldn't crave your attention like you used to crave mine?
*fights back a few angry tears*
Did you really think that I wouldn't notice? Of course I knew that there was someone else. However, I really didn't think that you would go... that way. It wasn't until I noticed your rather... unhealthy obsession. I thought that perhaps you just admired him... that you would want to be like him. But, that wouldn't make sense. For, if he had me, he certainly wouldn't neglect me like you have. And, I trust that you are bright enough to know that.
So... it made sense.
*sneers*
You disgust me, Sebastian. I am really quite ashamed that you ever touched me. I had really thought that I loved you at one time but.. perhaps love is only a silly thing that we dream up to make life a bit more bearable.
I'm sick of dreams.
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on May 24, 2008 7:06:56 GMT
*looks down guiltily at his dragon hide boots, then raises his eyes once more*
I disgust you? Disgust? You really should choose your words more carefully...*hisses almost nastily* ma petite...because you don't know the half of it.
I only hid the truth to protect your feelings for as long as I could. I'd apologize if I thought it would help, but I fear it's too late for that.
*voice softens*
I did love you, you were my first love...but it passed. It was fleeting, and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't extend it. I tried to grasp at the remains, but it evaporated.
*eyes blaze, looking bold*
I love him and nothing will change that. But I should have been forthright with you. I acted like a cowardly worm. Try to forgive me, Aurelie.
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Post by Aurélie Benoit on May 24, 2008 17:50:48 GMT
*laughs*
Poor Sebastian... I have no need to forgive you. I don't care for you anymore. As I see it, you aren't worth enough to gain my forgiveness. Though, I will miss our midnight meetings in the boy's dormitory.
*smiles slightly*
Well, good bye for now. I'm sure that I won't be able to completely avoid you so, see you around.
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on May 24, 2008 17:57:49 GMT
*almost hoarsely* Aurelie? Where will you go? Without me...who are you?
*steps forward, the sheen of his dragon hide trousers showing beneath his robes*
*curtly, but honestly* I'll miss our meetings too.
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Post by Aurélie Benoit on May 24, 2008 19:13:45 GMT
*eyes his trousers a bit lustfully*
I don't know where I'm going just yet. I have a bit of money though. So, after we graduate, I'll stay in a room in Diagon Alley until I find a more permanent place.
*softens just a bit*
I do hope that you are happy Sebastian. Part of me still cares for... what you used to be.
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Post by Sebastian Bordeaux on May 24, 2008 19:22:59 GMT
*lips curl into a small smile*
If you ever need help, owl me or I'll find you.
*squeezes her shoulder gently*
I am happy, thank you. Take care of yourself and I'm sure I'll see you. Remember, I'm working for the same cause as you.
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Post by Aurélie Benoit on May 24, 2008 19:25:35 GMT
*brightens slightly*
Yes, that is right. Though....
*grins*
I doubt that the Dark Lord would approve.
*sniggers*
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